I'm 30-year old, single Christian and having a 1/3 life crisis. I'm feeling old. I want children, but I'm not putting enough work into the dating thing. I still have a vision in my mind of me getting married and having 2 or 3 children. So I'm trying to figure out what to do with me. I'm a foster parent [training in fall of 07, licensed in fall of 08], but I'm still awaiting calls for respite. I want to test the water before jumping in. Things are crazy right now and I know I need to get myself together and choose a direction, but this life thing is hard, lol....